The heart of this woman today.

I want to ask, Why?
Yet I know if I needed to know why, You would tell me.

I want to ask When?
Yet I know that if I need to know when, You will tell me.

I want to ask Where are You?
Yet I know You are right here, with me, right now.

I want to ask Why don’t You hear me?
Yet I know that You do, You are listening. It is I who is not hearing You.

I want to ask Don’t You even care?
Yet I already know that You do. Your love in my life has been evident since before I even knew You.

I know that You know, and that should be enough.
I believe, I have faith. Help me with my unbelief. Help me with my doubt.