Seriously! I try REALLY hard not to ever feel hatred. It’s such a strong and intense emotion. I try to stay clear of it. I’ve had some pretty nasty things done and said to and towards me over the years, and I have been able to forgive 99% of it (still struggling really hard with that last 1%, some hurts are just REALLY personal and close to home) and I can honestly say I don’t hate a single one of those people responsible for past hurts.

But, when I read stories like this, I want to hate.

http://www.azcentral.com/news/articles/2011/06/29/20110629texas-man-dumps-boy-on-highway.html

Who does this to a child?! Really? That poor boy. How sad to feel so unwanted, by your own father. I grieve for that child.

Then for the father to say God told him to strangle the boy and ‘expel’ him from the car???????????

That’s certainly not the God I know. The God I know tells me to love my children, even more then myself, even more then my own life. The God I know loves my children, and me, as a Father should, unconditionally with more love then I could ever give.

UGH….. there are no words strong enough for how I feel when I read these types of stories.

I’m just letting the internets know now. If you don’t want a child, just send it my way. Our family will happily care for it so you don’t have to worry about facing possible attempted murder charges. Handing a child over to loving people would be so much better.