I have to admit, now that we’re getting so close to our move date I have some fears rolling around inside my head about moving to the prairies! It’d be different if we were moving into ‘town’. I’ve lived in a small town before in Ontario, however, I’ve never lived quite so rural.

I love adventure, and I’m actually a tomboy at heart, so these silly fears create a sort of battle within me. It’s a constant fight between fun and adventure – vs. – being cautious and worried.

It’s silly little things that go through my head. Random things. Like…

  • How will I take my 2.5 pound doggie for his last pee at night without worrying he’ll be snatched away by a coyote, or a fox, or… a wolf?
  • Is there wolves near my future farm/home?
  • Never mind the coyotes, fox and wolves… how will I take my 2.5 pound doggie for a pee at night in a few feet of snow?! Or a blizzard?
  • Will I need to get sewing up some washable piddle pads like I used when he was a puppy instead, and forget about taking him out in the few feet of snow? I’ve got time to figure that one out.
    I think.
  • Hopefully we won’t have a few feet of snow there this spring…
  • How do I feel confident in letting my girls play outside, without me watching them every moment of every day, because I’m not sure of the wild life out there yet?
  • I can’t wait to take photos of the wildlife out there!!!!!!!!
  • I can’t wait for my children to experience the wildlife on the prairies!
  • I wonder how many baby wild animals Shaylah will find without mothers over the course of her lifetime while living on the prairies?
  • I wonder how many of those she’ll convince me we need to ‘rescue’.
     
  • Maybe we should get goats?! 
  • Will there be many ‘weird’ bugs?
  • If so, what kind of ‘weird’ bugs will there be?
  • Will there be swarms of them?!
  • Will I be able to get fairly fast internet in our rural municipality?
  • I wonder how long it will take me to upload my 120 photos each week for my instore stockings?
  • Will I need to begin uploading those 120 photos a week before? lol Will I sit spinning in my office chair waiting for them to upload like our old dial up internet?
  • Will I want to hibernate all winter? If so, maybe I should get a spinning wheel next winter and start yet another hobby…
  • Will we have enough land to raise a few sheep for the wool to spin?
  • Hmmm… maybe we should do cows first. Or both.
  • I wonder if we can buy more land nearby one day…
  • I wonder what types of things grow best in a garden out in the prairies?
  • Could we grow our own Christmas trees on the prairies?
    (I’m thinking some of these may be stupid questions… don’t laugh at me too much ok? lol)
  • If we get sheep, will the coyotes try to take them, or kill them, or eat them?
  • I wonder what the horses will think of the prairies…
  • Will I really be able to see my dog running away for two whole days?
    (lol … had to throw that thought in there!)
  • Will I love riding my bike in the prairies as much as I loved riding my bike in the Netherlands since they are both so fla______at…?
  • Will small town ‘folk’ think I’m totally weird in my hand dyed bamboo velour yoga pants and hand knit socks?
  • Maybe I am weird. Should I just be upfront about that from the beginning…?

Such are just a very few of the thoughts that run through my mind as I ponder our move to the prairies…