• It’s after NOON and I’m sitting in my housecoat

    The girls are all away, dear hubby took our son to work this morning, so it’s after noon my time and I’m sitting at my desk answering emails, checking on things, making announcements on facebook and having my SECOND cup of coffee.

    I never drink two cups of coffee anymore. I’m trying to make it feel like a holiday even though I have to work. hee hee.

    Mind you, when I say I only drink one cup of coffee a day, you should probably know my cups of coffee.

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    Years ago I got hooked on drinking coffee only from glass mugs. I would host these Princess House Crystal parties in my home, and collected a nice stash of crystal ware, including crystal mugs.

    However, over the years (we’re talking almost 20 years ago I had these parties ha ha!) all but one crystal mug was broken and I switched over to something larger since I always had two cups every morning anyways and didn’t like the second cup sitting in the coffee pot stewing. So I discovered beer steins.

    Yep. That’s my coffee cup of choice. Beer steins.

    We don’t even drink beer. That’s the funniest part.

    So the plan was for me to sleep in this morning. The night before I had 4.5 hours of sleep. I had worked late, and then could NOT get to sleep, and the next morning it was my turn to drive the eldest to work. Late nights of ME working + early shifts for kids = lack of sleep. BIG.TIME.

    It doesn’t mix very well.

    And you know what they say about “the best laid plans…”

    I did NOT get to sleep in this morning. My husband texted our son 30 minutes before they had to go, and rather then reply to him, he replied to MY phone. I owe him for that one.

    Then when they drove off to work and dear hubby came back, the two big dogs barked up a storm as he came back in the driveway.

    I love these dogs, but some times…

    Then the phone range about 30 minutes after that. I can’t even say I love the phone…

    So my morning was spent, not sleeping, but instead I was in and out of consciousness after another 4.5 hour night, mixed with periods of being wide awake, and then falling asleep and having vivid dreams.

    And that’s why it’s time for another beer stein of coffee at noon.

    Maybe tomorrow I’ll REALLY get to sleep in!

     

     

  • Shaylah`s favorite things

    If you didn`t know already, Shaylah is our family`s biggest animal lover.

    Animals of ALL kinds.

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    Critters of all kinds really.

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    Here`s Shaylah`s newest purchase from funds she`s worked hard for.
    (I love the things my kids spend money on!)

    A backyard safari for her frog.

    I found her a nice sized snail in our yard, to keep the frog company in there.

    We wouldn`t want a lonely froggie.

    Shaylah also loves her duck, Shivers.

    She wants you to know it`s not just `love`. She ADORES Shivers. She says it`s also a strong friendship. He`s her best friend. (She`s here helping me write this post and thought it was important you know this. hee hee.) She says words cannot describe how much she loves Shivers.

    Shivers has grown up.
    He`s trying hard to become a daddy right now. He`s been very busy protecting Cocoa and her eggs. However, even though he`s not fond of Shaylah checking on her eggs, he still allows her to come in and see.

    Sometimes however, farm life can be difficult for Shaylah. This can make it difficult as her mother to help foster that love for animals, while helping her understand why we do what we do here on the homestead.

    For the most part, she understands, and we also compromise. Some things we`ll never raise for meat. Shaylah really wants sheep, I promised her that if we get to a bigger farm one day she can raise sheep, for wool. We`ll never raise sheep for meat out of respect for Shaylah.

    She`s still struggling with the idea of our own cows, but she`s got some time to work on that. They really are very cute, and I totally understand her difficulty there. However, she does love steak, it`s her favorite food, so there`s her dilemma. She`s smart enough to realize she can`t say it`s cruel to eat cute cows when she loves steak so much, just because she did not personally know the cow she`s eating. She also understands the importance of knowing what`s been fed to the meat you are eating and what a benefit it is to raise our own meat. She also likes that we can control how the animals we eat are cared for, until their time here is over. There really is some peace in that.

    I let her know that I struggle with these same things. You won`t find many who love animals more then I do. However, I also love feeding my family well, and I won`t be becoming a vegetarian, so I have to deal with my own internal struggles when we raise our own meat animals.

    However, when it comes to meat chicks, even Shaylah has to admit that by the time they grow up to become meat birds, and are no longer cute little chicks, and she`s ready to see them go. If you`ve never raised meat birds, you can`t understand this reasoning. It`s one of those `you have to be there` kind of things to truly understand.

    They aren`t the `brightest` creatures. I swear that as their bodies grow bigger, their brains must become smaller.

    Really.

    But they sure are darn cute as chicks!

    As much as Shaylah loves animals & critters, she also loves drawing.

    She`s very good at it too!

    I asked her to draw me horse, a fancy horse like we saw on the cover of a magazine.

    Gorgeous!

    She loves drawing animals and flowers best of all.

    But will stretch herself to draw other things.

    And mostly she draws in pencil.

    But once in a while she`ll add some color.

    At the moment, she`s working on a comic strip. She wants to share it here on the blog when it`s complete.

    It`s called Katie Kat.

    Stay tuned for the adventures coming soon.

  • A trip around the house.

    I wanted to snap some after shots of our back porch this morning, before it became too cluttered with shoes and rubber boots from seven people, and the rest of the clutter I know will end up on there.

    So I grabbed my camera and headed out the door.

    Graydon (hubby) also built a bin for our garbage cans.

    When building the steps he kept our good friend with MS in mind and made them extra sturdy with good rails. Now anyone who visits will be able to get in and out the porch with no problems. The steps that were already here, were not so great.

    I think it all looks SO pretty back there now. It looks charming!

    Graydon used large pieces of glass that he had salvaged from a previous job. Can you imagine these large pieces of glass simply being thrown away?

    It`s the same glass he  used when creating our new front deck a few years ago.

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    Recycling at it`s best.

    Speaking of recycling, as I went around the house to get photos from the other side, I noticed the old back steps are doing very well as our new garden beds.

    I have no doubt they are going to get overcrowded quite quickly. They`ve already doubled in size in just one week. I keep telling myself I`ll figure it out later. Ha ha.

    I also noticed that new pots are doing well. I have TWO Calla Lilies in one pot now!

    And what I love about having everything in containers this  year, is if we do move, we could move everything with us if we have the space.

    In our city home, I had planted well over 100 bulbs in the three years we had lived there. Mostly tulips, dahlias and gladiolas. All favorites of mine. Every time I passed by a yard sale that had bulbs, I`d buy some and plant them in my garden. I was SOOOOO sad to leave them when we sold that property.

    Our sunflowers are also doing quite nicely.

    So are the tomatoes.

    One year we purchased two rhododendrons. This one has done well, it doesn`t really grow much, but it`s blooming very nicely.

    Yet we had to finally give up on it`s twin, and pull it this year. It was a brittle stalk of nothingness. We`re not sure why. Possibly it was the two larger dogs favorite spot? We`re just not sure.

    This post is so `me`. I get distracted easily. I AM able to get back on track though, thankfully for my customers. hee hee.

    But while being distracted on my trip around the house to get photos of the other side of the porch, lookie what we found on the deck this morning.

    I have to say, isn`t it gorgeously disgusting?! Or is it disgustingly gorgeous?

    In either case, creation is magnificent. Nature is a marvel.

    As the girls `pet` the magnificently gross moth, I realized I`ve taught this to my girls VERY well. Hee hee.

    Lookie what else I found this morning. My first Fuschia!

    While wandering around the house, I also spotted some sexy guy near the fire pit. shh….. This is where you may insert eye rolling from anyone of our five children, and possibly an exasperated `MOMMY!` from Elsa…  actually, except Julia. She`s a romantic. She loves it when her mama and daddy are flirty or smoochy with one another.
    I think it`s great that after almost 21 years of marriage, after being with the same man for OVER 21 years, I still think he`s the sexiest man alive. 😉
    We`ve worked darn hard to get this far!  

    See the new bench that sexy man gave me for Mother`s Day?

    It has horses on it.

    I`m not the type of person who loves everything `horse` but some things are tastefully done, and those things are the ones I love.

    I love this bench.

    And finally, I made it to back to the porch once again.

    Time to get on with my day.

    Made some smoothies, washed some dishes, and now it`s coffee time.

    The rest of my day will be spent in the studio for the most part.

    What are you up to on this first day of June? Leave a comment and share!

  • The heart of this woman today.

    I want to ask, Why?
    Yet I know if I needed to know why, You would tell me.

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    I want to ask When?
    Yet I know that if I need to know when, You will tell me.

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    I want to ask Where are You?
    Yet I know You are right here, with me, right now.

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    I want to ask Why don’t You hear me?
    Yet I know that You do, You are listening. It is I who is not hearing You.

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    I want to ask Don’t You even care?
    Yet I already know that You do. Your love in my life has been evident since before I even knew You.

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    I know that You know, and that should be enough.
    I believe, I have faith. Help me with my unbelief. Help me with my doubt.

  • Psycho Nag

    This, is my horse Raiah.

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    When I first heard about Raiah, I had been sent a message about a `paint` mare at the horse rescue. Our son had already purchased a young quarterhorse colt through this rescue, and they were keeping him (Bandit) there until we moved onto our new small hobby farm at which time he`d be able to come home.

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    I`ve always loved paints. There is something just so dramatic about the coloring. Not just any paint though. I`ve seen many that I`ve not been real keen on, only certain paints really caught my eye. When I heard about this mare, I had to go take a look. Even more so because I was told that she had become Bandit`s (our son`s little colt) side kick and wasn`t allowing anyone else near him. Horse or human.

    I was also told she was kind of nasty and didn`t raelly like ANY one.

    Hmmm… I`d have to see about that.

    I messaged back that I`d like to come see this paint mare right away. I was told no one would be around that evening but since we had been doing some work at the rescue (volunteer) I was welcome to stop by on my own and go take a look BUT, to be very careful since she could be quite nasty and again I was warned that she didn`t like anyone.

    I was actually really glad to go see her all by myself, with no interference from anyone else. I wanted to see what she`d be like with me, just me, and not someone else she was already familiar with.

    When I arrived at the rescue the sun was setting. I glanced around the paddocks to see if I could spot the paint mare.

    Sure enough, there she was off in one paddock with no other horse around, but little Bandit.

    We had met up with Bandit countless times, so he was fairly nonchalant and didn`t pay much attention to whether we came or went. Raiah on the other hand, as soon as she saw me walking towards them, she confidently walked right up to me to let me know she was there. I just as confidently walked right up to her to let her know that I knew darn well she was there, and I was letting her know I was there too, and just what did she think about that?

    She gave me a sniff, and then let me pet her.

    I was amazed. Surely this wasn`t the nasty mare they all said she was. It was `love`at first sight.

    I`ve had Raiah now for almost six years and occasionally she likes to remind me that she truly is that psycho nag.

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    For the most part, she is a really great mare.

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    However, she`s got a REAL moody side to her. She`s also a bit of a SPAZ.

    Just a bit…

    The other night, morning actually, Sunday morning at 2am, I heard SCREAMING outside. And loud bangs.

    I stopped and listened hard, trying to decipher what it was my brain was hearing.

    It happened again, more screams, more bangs.

    I stepped outside onto the bedroom balcony in my flimsy nightgown, listening, waiting, trying to see what might be going on at the barn.

    Nothing.

    As I stepped back into the house, I heard it again. Another scream. This time I knew it was the horses.

    I quickly pulled on some yoga pants, threw on a sweater, and told Graydon there was something going on with the horses. I threw on my shoes and ran out the door, pondering whether or not to grab the baseball bat and wondering why it was that I can never find a good flashlight when this happens.

    It hadn`t been the first time…

    So I get out there, sure I might find a cougar in the paddock or some other such thing.

    Nope. Nothing. Nikki seemed a little spooked when she first saw me coming, but it was dark, so that wasn`t too odd.

    Each of the horses came over to see me. Everyone seemed fine.

    Then as I was standing there, petting Raiah, Bandit came over behind her and she let out a little scream, and a little buck at him, and I realized that once again my moody mare, my psycho nag, had gotten the better of me and it was time to put my heart back in my chest and realize it was simply yet another mood swing.

    None of our other horses have such mood swings. Not like hers anyways.

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    She`s also not real fond of dogs. We have four.

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    She does however, absolutely LOVE babies (of the horse variety that is) but was VERY perturbed that Mina got to have a baby, and not her! When she first met Lacey,  Mina`s filly, she was so excited she could barely stand it.

    Unfortunately she seemed to be as upset by the filly being  MINA`s and not HERS, as she was about her excitement about a baby being around.

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    We had long since realized the reason she had been so stuck on Bandit was because he was a `baby`. She has a real motherly instinct about her.

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    Unfortunately for Raiah, she never got to have that motherly bond with Lacey, Mina`s filly.

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    However, she has been a great mare for the most part. While Mina was pregnant and nursing, Alesia rode Raiah.

    A lot.

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    Me however, not so much.

    The last two times I rode Raiah (too long ago for me to even mention, it`s that embarrassing!) I didn`t have great experiences with her.

    The one time she took off at a full gallop, with me on her.

    Then the next time, she spazed because of a great big empty cube truck that drove by us, rattling and banging VERY loudly down the road.

    She reared up, with me on her.

    However, both times I managed to stay on, stay calm, and round her up properly, so really, I should feel more empowered by those last two experiences, not scared.

    I tell myself that I don`t get back on her because if I can`t sew, if I should happen fall and break an arm, our family will be screwed… My business would be a mess.

    And it IS true.

    But I think it`s also become a really handy excuse.

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    I really need to get over myself, stop putting it off, and just get back in the saddle.

    I need to stop being as moody as my psycho nag.

     

  • Sunday Seven- 7 things to be thankful for.

    Be thankful for what you have; you’ll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don’t have, you will never, ever have enough.

    Oprah Winfrey

    Today, I`m thankful that spring really seems to be here and all the flowers it brings. I love color.

    Seven flower photos.

    A tulip from my flower garden last year.

    A dahlia from another`s garden.

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    Another tulip from a previous year.

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    A wild trillium.

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    A gladiola.

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    Another wild flower, who`s name I can not recall at the moment.

    Roses from my own  yard in a small glass jar I found at the local thrift shop.

    *Sunday Seven- What are YOU thankful for today?
    If you’d like to play alone, post seven things on  your blog then share your link here so we can come visit you. 

  • Silly Saturday!

    What could be better on a Saturday then a smile?

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    TWO smiles!

    *It`s Silly Saturday. Capture a silly moment and share it with the world. Make someone smile today!

    If you’d like to play along, post your silly moment on  your blog, then leave a link for all of us to come see! 

  • Cat fight?

    We finally had a cat fight around here, a real one! Do we qualify for ‘real’ entertainment like the “real housewives” now?

    Hee hee.

    Well, we didn’t really have a cat fight, but we sure did have fun pretending.

    My eldest daughter’s friend came over last week, and I promised to do a photo shoot with them.

    First we started out all ‘proper’ like.

    Together.

    Seperate.

    Then, we had a little fun with it, and that’s where the ‘cat fight’ comes in.

    Look at the claws come out!

    But the best, was the kung fu!

    Oh my goodness, we all laughed so hard when we saw this one come up on the view finder! The tears of laughter were streaming down my face. I haven’t laughed that hard in a long time!

    And then we got back to business and back to ‘proper’ photos once again.

    I think we need to do that again some time.

  • “While you were sleeping” surprise colorways stocking & more…

    We’ve been discussing what to title this week’s stocking on our facebook.

    One day last week, while most of you were probably sleeping, I had a ‘secret’ dyeing session.

    I had my younger three girls dye with me this time.

    I wanted a chance to just play with some color, without any pressure to produce any one thing in particular, and so the girls could have some fun with me. So we had a late night dyeing session.

    It was fun!

    Shaylah has been wanting to dye some fabric in the colors of her bird “Stevie” for quite some time now.

    So this is what she came up with! She’s making herself some cloths, and she let me use some for the shop as well. Our mini luxury cloths.

    Julia loves rich colors, here’s her piece. She used some of it for her own pad stash, which is growing by the WEEK. Ha! This girl is going to have the largest pad stash you’ve ever seen, and she’s only 11. She can’t help it, she loves color. We even cut me out a new pad with some of her fabric. We’ll show them here once they are done. She wants to show off her entire stash at that time.

    Elsa picked out a lot of pinks and purples and here’s what she ended up with.
    She cut out some cotton balls for this week’s stocking from her fabric, and gave some to Julia to cut out as well.

    Pretties that have been all cut, and now waiting to be sewn up by me.

    It’s very important to me that this business of mine, not only bless my children through the financial aspect of putting food on the table and a roof over their heads, but also in more personal ways.

    My time working, is time away from them. I may be “here” all the time, but I’m not here at “their” disposal all the time. I’m constantly having to say, “Sorry, but I can’t right now. I have a lot of work to do.”

    I don’t want them to hate this business because of all the time it pulls their mama away, so I include them in the business in any way that THEY want to be included.

    This is what makes this business a true ‘family’ business. It’s a part of our lives, we come together to create things for the shop, and find joy, and blessing, in it all.

    At one time Elsa and I offered scented sachets in the shop. My time became too limited to be cutting them out and helping her to sew them up, so we stopped.

    This past week however, I realized her sewing and cutting skills have now become such that she could possibly make the sachets all by herself!

    She was so excited! Here’s some of the ones she made for this week’s stocking.

    As for what I’ve been up to…

    Here’s a sneak peek at just a few of this week’s,
    “While you were sleeping…” stocking!

    I don’t want to show too much, or it will ruin the surprise!

    Everything will be previewing in the shop tonight in preparation for our stocking tomorrow at 11am pst/2pm est.

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  • Daily dose of doggie

    Just thought I’d share.

    Life as a 2.5 pound, 7 inch tall, doggie. That’s the life of Teagan.

    I know he’s not a child, but he sure acts like one. When he does this he reminds me of a little toddler, peering out the window watching life go by and wishing they could be a part of it.